Anyone who might read this, I hope you appreciate yourself for who you are. I've always been insanely self-conscious my whole life and it's all beginning to really stress me out and weigh on me more and more by the day.
I never appreciated some things that I had when I was growing up. Things that seem so trivial, like being able to buy clothing at most standard stores, or not feeling embarrassed about your hair (or lack thereof), and just generally not feeling presentable and attractive to anyone.
Ugh, such fucking self-loathing babble, I apologize, but sometimes I swear I would take a full head of hair in exchange for something else valuable to me, such as, oh I don't know, my height? My singing voice? My musical ability? My ability to walk? Bring it on.
It's such a fucking downer not being able to buy 99% of the cool t-shirts out there because they don't make them in my size, or not being able to drive my dad's car because I don't fit in it.
This is probably the most superficial, shallow, bullshit post I will ever write (and I think I wrote that before so take what you will from that,) but seriously, whoever may stumble upon this site, I hope you appreciate yourself for who you are, at least most of the time. It really sucks otherwise.
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